HI!

One of the things many people struggle with is self-confidence. I have struggled with it, too. But I've found something: If I can remind myself regularly that I am special, and that I have talents, then I feel better about myself.
That is why I made this blog. I want people to be able to feel confident about themselves, and I want a place for my reminders to be.

(If you have any quotes, stories, or songs that help you feel loved, or important, please email them to me at waltzingmat@gmail.com)

Monday, September 21, 2015

"A Picture on His Dresser"

She lay in her hospital bed, emaciated and broken, her skin tinged a sickly yellow, heartache and regret bleeding from her oppressed soul.

Her body, saturated with heroin and plagued by AIDS, was decaying quickly; there was no time left to make up for all the wasted years.

She mourned the bitter depths she was condemned to after all the cheap and destructive highs.

She stared at the picture on her dresser and broke down and sobbed, aching for what could have been.

For days she sat listlessly, too dejected to even turn on the TV, completely disinterested in eating; it was only a matter of time, so why prolong the agony?

One day a priest was making his rounds and came into his room. He sat down next to her on the bed and, smiling warmly, asked how she was doing.

“I’m lost,” she said. “I’ve ruined my life and every life around me. There is no hope for me. I’m going to hell.”

The priest sat in silence for several moments, absorbing her bitterness and grief, searching for words. He looked up and noticed the picture on her dresser.

“Who’s that?” he asked.

She brightened a little and responded, “That’s my daughter. She’s the one beautiful thing in my life and the only person I’ve ever loved.”

“Would you help her if she was in trouble or made a mistake?” the priest asked. “Would you forgive her? Would you still love her?”

“Of course I would!” she cried. “I would do anything for her! She will always be precious and beautiful to me. Why would you ask such a question?”

“Because I want you to know,” said the priest,” that God has a picture of you on his dresser.”